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After The Party

from Zenith by Perseph One

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lyrics

Chorus



After the party

More pain on repeat

After the party

More pain on repeat

Self Sabotage

several stain on my sheet

After the

party more pain on repeat



Verse



Everyday i useto dissolve into a bar chair

My heart had scars there

No

Idid not care

Eye wash just lookin fora sliver of relief

Till my eyes went black and couldn’t even speak

just little ol me

5 am out around them streets

letting those demons walk me on leash

Celebration or funeral

Im guna drnk

After the party more pain on repeat

Self sabotage several stains on my sheet

Every single day of the week

Till i was weak

Another black out when the alcohol was free

Abandonment issues man i didn’t wanna leave

Attaching to past emotions could see

Needed to remember how to love myself

Get bak to practice and trust myself

Felt a lump in my breast when touch myself

Took time out to readjust my cells

My brain felt like a noodle

Unstable mood membrane n mucous n my doodoo

Mind like gagagoogoo

Frsh flesh of new new

Cursed w flesh of voodoo

But its like oh u grew grew

Use to move to fast too soon

Eye thought every womb man was shun

Treated ever king like ol dude

All needin to heal from tragedies we go thru

Some still mad a t me even tho its old news

But what holds tru

People can change when they work n they want to

Now theres just several things that i won’t do

Don’t let where u goin

Get comfortable with the old you



CHORUS REPEAT



VErse



Every little sip permitted entrance

of another spirit

i got so clouded but i couldn’t feel it

Can i get a witness

Parasites growing and effecting decisions

What i thought was freedom became a mental prison

Passin out was the limit

At first i did it to fit in

Soon became an addiction its sickness

Even in my dan something vicious

i have to kick this

I’m optimistic

enough of this shit

taking bak my vision

Theres only room for ne soul in this mission

Now i got the business

Playing my position

DEAlin w the tension

On a path of wisdom

Smoke a half n chill

a brighter path to build on

So i can have a real one and never have to feel dumb

Say a prayer keep your brain dry

Theres angels there see how they fly /repeat/



Chorus

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from Zenith, released April 26, 2021

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